Foreword....

Hmmm, I was inspired to set up a blog courtesy of some close friends of mine in church. For the longest time ever, I've resisted the idea of doing a blog, but was eventually won around when I figured it could be a good 'chronicler' of thoughts and issues, so there.

At the 'belated' threshold of a new year (22 days into 2005), I find myself starting to veer into what I would term 'wanderlust' in my context. Comfortably ensconced in a pretty good job in an investment bank, many a times I would find myself in a zombified state of mind, day in and day out. Not so much per se to do with the job nature though. Perhaps I have become too entrenched in my comfort zone, that it has reached a point of monotony, with life in general.

Dangerous as it sounds, I've been entertaining thoughts of packing up everything, and buying the next air ticket to Melbourne, where I had studied previously, and starting all over from there. Admittedly, it's a tempting idea but I guess I am rooted to my families - both biological and spiritual. So such 'wanderlust' should desist, halt etc.

Restlessness is a state of mind that can be tapped into for good or bad, and I am learning how to tap into it for good, and not just succumb to it and go where the heart desires. Learning responsibility is a way of growth, I guess....